Shitty stuff I hate

The worst shit always happens to me I swear.

By that I don't mean results  or studies or what not.

I mean like those awkward situations which I really can't handle.

Like for example dropping my coins in a toilet cubicle.

Like seriously?! So do I put my hand under to the next cubicle to pick up my coins or not.

And this happened like not once but I think thrice to me already?!

Fuck I even dropped my wallet in those squatting toilet once.

And it was when I went to Chengdu for an exchange trip in P5.

And yes I picked up my wallet cause all my money was in it.

Other shitty stuff happens too. Like really downright fucked up shit.

Like just the other day this fucking bird shit on my hand.

Like wtf I didn't even know when it happened ?!

I was walking to the bus stop UNDER SHELTER,

 and the next thing I know I saw this suspicious black matter on my hand.

I wiped it off with my last remaining piece of tissue.

And god knows what came over me but I smelled my hand...

AND IT STINKS SO DAMN F-INV BAD I SWEAR ITS LIKE PEE AND IDK WHAT

JUS DAMN FOUL SMELLING AND I WANA PUKE.

And the thing was there was an accident near the bus stop and there was like,

a group of police officers and those people involved standing RIGHT NEXT TO THE DUSTBIN.

Yes I held on to the tissue 😩

And the story doesn't end there.

In my hurry to get to the mrt station so that I can wash my hands,

I boarded the wrong  bus  (which btw didn't have those bins near the doors for me to throw the tissue)

God knows where it took me but I alighted quickly.

Had to wait like 10+mins for another bus to take me to the mrt 😭

Must have washed my hands like dozens of times after but I still did not dare to put my hands near any part of my body for the rest of the day.

And well, the shit-est thing happened to me today.

The bane of my life – insects.

And in decreasing order of scariness and hatred towards them,

I oresent to you;

cockroaches, lizards, beetles, any other flying insects, mosquitos, worms/millipedes/caterpillars/etc, every other insects.

As you may or may not know, I live on the first floor, in a condo surrounded by trees and grass and what not, insects favorite habitat. Ugh.

To add icing to the cake, my room is beside the damn rubbish chute.

So what happens is insects especially cockroaches ALWAYS comes into my room.

My room has 2 levels and I always instruct everyone in my family that the  windows on the top level MUSY NEVER EVER be open since I sleep on the too level.

But they always don't listen and ugh.

I JUST HATE GOING UPSTAIRS TO SLEEP ONLY TO FIND MYSELF STARING INTO THE EYES OF A DAMN LIZARD OR SEEING THAT FAT DISGUSTING COCKROACH WITH ITS FEELERS OR EVEN SMELLING THE COCKROACH! (HELL YEAH I CAN SMELL COCKROACHES WTF RIGHT)

Anyway, today it was a lizard. A huge one. 

Normally when I scream for my mum she'll scold me and stuff.

So today I calmly went to find her and inform her of that damn intruder.

Even she admits that it's a huge lizard. 

Fuck it's huge and has stripes on it's tail omg I can't even. Argh!!!

So anyway I don't dare to chase it out and mum says to jus let it go out naturally.

Like seriously?! When's that going to be? How long will it take man.

And the thing is that means I can't turn on my aircon and the open windows may attract for insects to come in.

Ong. I fucking hate this. Fml.

So anyway I'm writing this post now cause I'm sitting on my bed,

Hugging my pillows and soft toys away from the lizard, hoping it'll exit through the window soon.

Bad news is it hasn't moved for like and an hour or so alrd...

Fuck you. Fuck you damn van der waals forces for allowing lizards to climb walls.

I hate this. 

Please go out soon.

I'm tired and I want to sleep.

I'm sorry for the lengthy picture less post at 4am  in the morning.
It's not like I could bear to even search for and look at pictures of insects,
let alone posting them on my blog.
And I really had to rant about this since it always happens.
Ugh. K. Bye for now.
Will do a proper update bout my life soon.

xoxo

Written papers .

pardon my face I just woke from nap and my eyes were really itchy and sore

My sweetest baby sent me this link just now and said "this one all my dar dar"

http://jamesmsama.wordpress.com/2013/11/13/10-ways-to-know-your-girl-is-a-keeper/

Awwww ~ Love him, hehhe ^^

So baby if you're reading this, here's my reply:

I've already found that person and its you ❤

You're just too lovable.

I'm falling too hard.

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So anyway I took my last written paper today, or maybe ytd since its like 1am now.

Was really jittery before the paper I swear.

Probably cause the day before the paper I didn't studied :(

And I even promised myself I will study lolol. Empty promises meh.

In the end slept at 4am wtf. If baby knows I'm dead.

But most probably he's going to know when he reads this. Booooo.

So during the paper I still felt like anxious and stuff.

Just wana finish asap since I know I always can't complete.

Ended up finishing the paper in like 90mins?! 

I mean it excludes this one whole question in section a that idk and some random explaination parts.

Was seriously freaking out I thought I missed out some questions,

or was supposed to do all 3 questions for section b or smth.

But bleh, still used up all my time on the question that I didn't know how to do.

And after the paper baby told me everyone tot q6 was hard so chose q7 & q8 D:

I chose q6 lo omgxz I gg already. Hais.

Econs paper on Monday was okay I guess?

I mean I know how to do majority like more than 50% luh lol.

Didn't have time to finish too I mean I don't get how anyone can finish?!

Wanted to give up halfway cause it was so boring and sian and the paper, 3hrs. Wtf. Kill me.

My hand like went numb for the last 5 mins. I freaking swear.

So painful, then it turns to numbness TT

Oh and the essay question I chose to write on current account.

But lol I wasn't sure between current and capital account - which was which.

Was kinda scared but took the gamble instead.

Thank goodness I was right - phew.

And baby waited for me till my paper ended.

Discussed some parts and he say I gna get like E ._. cause like BOP i forgot mention j curve etc.

He says that's what differentiate the people that get a and b and whatever, the small details.

Oh and he says those that from h2 drop to h1 work much harder.

But still... E! E ley. Can't he be abit nicer :( I sad.

Grr. What's over is over anyway.

I just hope I had done enough. I mean I can't say I did my bestest luh.

There were times I just slacked off. 

And I only really started like 1-2weeks before A's :/

So next week will be paper 1 for both sciences! Rahhhh.

Must really work hard now okay, jingyi?

Must garner as much marks as possible, last chance already.

So weird. Talking to myself..

Kay I guess you guys will be bored by all these words already luh.

I update more interesting stuff:

Today

So mum fetched me and darling from cwp.

Took some pictures on the car but I'm too lazy to edit cause baby just look too good I look super bad :(

Came home I forgot what I did but soon fell on the sofa and slept.

Woke up to darling watching running man and I watched baby videos.

Dang they're super cute, funny, adorable and extremely chubby ~
And here comes the perfect combi - kids with animals.

Dayummmmm.

They are so freaking cute ohmygoshhhhhxz.

Sunday

So we had bbq for both bros' birthday celebration.

Darling came and yeah... did some stuff to upset him so I'm so so sorry :( 

Don't angry or sad !!

Halfway through me, my boyf and my cousins went to the playground to play.

Was fun at first and got some other cute little kids also.

And then comes along some retarded young kids who came to pick fight with us.

Like seriously?!

This one boy uh. Wth. Keep say what girls noob will lose to guys.

But he ownself lost to the 2 girls who were with him ._.

Then he keep taunting us say we don't dare challenge him run, catching etc.

Wtf luh we're like so much older it's obvious who will win lol.

Really tried to ignore him lo.

Kids these days . I finally get what people mean.

And those 2 girls following him. Sheesh.

You girls no backbone uh? He hit you scold you etc still stand on his side? Fucktards.

Fucking rude and vulgar all these kids.

So yeah I'll be vulgar too, a finger for ya _|_

Fuck off lol, you're too young. It's too early for you to come pick a fight.

Damn joke.

Prom

So I had bought my dress(es), heels and some accessories offline.

And I helped val khoo buy clutches.

But then that stupid toll express. Knn.

They send in transit and stopover at like hongkong.

Then I was like okay...

But then they sent it back to the place of origin. Walaoooo.

Hope they arrive at least a few days before prom so I still have time buy smth else if the stuffs don't fit.

Kay, enough of ranting I guess.
Will update again soon. And probably a less words more pics post. Hahah.
Oh, have to share this awesome vid:

MINDBLOWNXZ.